August 19, 2009

Exams fever


Exams has unfortunately already started.Just now was the start paper and I thought it was manageable but results might be otherwise.Pfft.Science is tomorrow and I have yet to do revisions.Worse thing is that I waste my time downloading my baby's japanese album(thanks to Clarie for telling me) and I dont have the nervous feeling yet.My god.I should just jump down.Why am I doing this,wasting my time.Pffft.
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I should be proud of myself.That im doing perfectly okay.So what if what I used to hope is no longer hopeful?So what if what I wanted is useless already?So what if the thing that I thought I need is no longer needed?Its all crushed and thrown away.I wouldn't expect myself to find back those thrown pieces and mend it all.No.

However,it could be that I spoke too soon.How funny that sometimes my words and thoughts would always contradict.
I must head for revision.Or should we all just NOT study? :D heh.