Visiting Fajar wasn't bad afterall.How many memories has that place buried and how many secrets has that place kept?It definately bring back the old feelings and wow,how many things have changed.Lol.Barely a year but we can already spot those differences.Im very happy to see all juniors and felt that I actually existed when i was a student there because of those who were happy to see me as Iam happy to see them.Its been awhile since all of us including Miss Yong sat at concourse and had some lively chat.Its too been awhile since i played captain's ball with peer leaders and class.I didn't see much peer leaders around neither was 1/4 of my class there.I was more than excited to see Haqim.Hehe. :D What else,since there's isnt many of those around,our pictures aren't alot too.I miss Andreyana and if Nad can make it,then it would be complete.Soon,we'll be complete.soon.~ hehe.Oh yes,My KGs,Its been way too long already.mannn.I miss them. And Auntie remembered me very well!For just doing CWO 2 times with her.I would still remember she would secretly give me sweets or snacks whenever i make my trip out of class,she would sit by staircase and we would have little tiny convo before i go up to class during toilet breaks,how about the time when she gave me skirts cause mine was tight?Lol.Yes,she's the best cleaner auntie. :D hee hee.
When I thought I was moving on fine,I realised that I have not really pick myself up well.I unrealisingly find pieces that needed to be picked up to be picked up.How sad was my flaws is avoiding truth and thought things could work out.But if things were to be given another chance,it wouldn't work out as well or either I wouldn't want it to work out and also cause it's over when it is.I have plenty of time to pick myself up,it's only a matter of choice how long i would want to feel hurt.When those memories inevitable,it can only bring smiles.
Take care people.Nights.
